4-1-2010,
"...now your gone.. I realised our love we once strong.. here now that you're gone.. i'm waiting by the phone hanging by my door.. NOW YOUR GO.."
I reached for my phone , switched off my alarm. Opening my eyes realising that its the first day of school , I went back to sleep. Dragging myself out of the bed was the most difficult thing I experienced after a series of late sleeping and lunch time wakes. Gah, jet lag. Checked on my computer , as expected , crops stolen agian.
It's 7am , why isn't the aunty still here?
7:05am , still waiting.
7:10am , still waiting, having alot of hope that she doesn't come.
7:15am , aunty's here. Gah!
Its Alison's first day of school. The school looks of her was just priceless. She barely changed, ever since I knew her in year 2. She came into the van quietly. That's weird, normally she will go talking all the way or being hyper, but it was simply not her. When she finally admit that she was scard that she won't have any friends.
Huh, that's funny. My name was missing in the 5 Grace class student list nor it was on any other classes student list. I wondered if they had messed up that I was to transfer to Seri Cahaya this Feburary or March. Most of the student stayed in the previous classes , decided that I should do the same, I entered the classroom.
"Ehh.. LeiShen! Did'n you asked to transfer out of this school?", it was Kah Wai the class assistant monitor. I just stare at him and sit down next to Wen Han like last year.
It's 3.45pm , packed my bag up with a few homeworks. I barely can believe that even during the first day we have to study like we are just hours away from SPM ( Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia ) walking down the stairs Alison joined me. I asked how was she doing. " It was fine "
"Live Like We're Dying - Kris Allen" was on the radio.
"Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up"
It's life.
"we're hiding behind skin that's too tough how come we don't say I love you enough till it's to late, it's not too late"
Very true we lost alot of chances we barely get.
"Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come, we could make a feast from these crumbs"
"and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun, so if your life flashed before you.
what would you wish you would've done."
To do what I chicken out those opportunity before.
"Yeah... gotta start,lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here,this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it, every second counts on a clock that's tickin' , gotta live like we're dying."
"We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to,"
I wondered what can i do in 86400 ticks in a day that I did'n do.
"turn it all around or throw it all away ,we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em ,while we got the chance to say"
Love gone bad?
"while we got the chance to say, gotta live like we're dying..."
Ran to the badminton court because I lost track of time.
5-1-2010
-To Be Continued-
You Know U Trust God. =)
Chapter 2 , 2010
CHAPTER 1 : The Beginning
11-12-2009,
Dear Blog ,
I AM very lazy to type this but,
here it goes..
It was a...
Why-Am-I-Doing-Ushering-While-It-Was-Suppose-To-Be-My-Party-And-Rest-Day!
Waited till 2AM for messages before i hit into bed,
12:01Am, Lyn Texted.
12:03Am, Vincent Texted.
12:50Am , Unknown Girl Texted me.
01:00Am, Dozed off on my computer.
01:34Am , Still waiting...
01:37Am, Still waiting...
Doozed off be4 2am.
I caught attention when my phone went buzzing around 11:53pm, it went like this.
' weihh!! I bet i'm the last person to wish you happy birthday ritee? special ritee?!"
it belongs to a number i did'n save? why did i bother trying to remember who's number is this.
Awkwardly, i replied " Erm.. Thanks , But who are you ?"
"NICOLE WONG LAA !! OMG YOU DID'N SAVE MY NUMBER?"
for the very first moment, i swore to keep track of as many numbers of the ppl i know.
25-12-2009,
Checked under the chrismas tree,
A small box appeared. " To LeiShen"
i slowly opened the box. Look at it , wishing it was some sort of good present , opened it, look at it with my jaws wide open.
... nothing?!
it was an empty box with a few pieces of marbles, but there was a note, " Check your belongings, see anything extra?"
Went to my room, as usual in a mess mode if its after 10pm , found nothing inordinary.
check the toilet , nothing as well.. I thought it was a prank so i did'n bother it.
I've got a slim bag.
I've got some candies,
Seriously wondered why did'n i have any slimming down thingys in there.
Went to Church for chrismas , Loved Pas. Leslie "IKIBAR" sermon!
Went to the Choo's for chrismas parties, earliest to arrive , helped with the salad and some cooking.
Nothing interesting after that .
30-12-2009
woke up slightly late today. packed my stuff, and got ready for PD~
reached PD, entered for Pas. Ronnie "Appetizer" sermon.
Badminton all way till lights off at court.
Richie agreed to wake up at 7am to play badminton.
31-12-2009
6:55am , Alarm rings
6:56am , Toilet
6:59am , Got out of the FREAKING COLD ROOM
7:00am , waited
7:03am , called him , no answer
7:08am , called agian , no answer
7:10am , woke my cousin to play badminton.
8:20am , Richie woke up .
Enjoyed my time at the beach after the morning sermon,
had lunch , went for jet ski without guards.
4:00pm , came back.
5:00pm , friends are getting baptised so i went to witness.
5:05pm , Aunty Margaret baptised.
5:10pm , Vincent baptised.
5:15pm , a lady baptised.
5:20pm, Fergus baptised.
5:25pm , Shannon baptised.
5:30pm, Kansis(sorry i don't really know her name) baptised.
had some badminton and basketball before going for dinner.
ate the fastest served dinner i ever had in PD , a record time of 10mins .
Sermon agian ! Pas.Ann this time.
Supper , or sermon break , not that sure.
Being noticed that i change alot of clothes during the watchnight camp Cansis asked, how many times did u showered today? I calculated and gave the answer of 5.
"How many underwears did u bring then?" asked Fergus outta no where.
since i'm not shy to always admit the truth , i answered 10 and i'm going to make a point of bringing more underwears to places where i will do sports 12 hours a day.
said happy new year to erevybody i could see in the service.
Still thinking about the weird question Fergus asked, i checked my bag for underwears.
To my shock. there was non left.
-End, Edition Still On-
-Chapter 2 Will be out soon if you guys want to-
You Know U Trust God. =)
Whops~ xD
Hahah...take a look at russell!
And take a look at my new hairstyle xD!Greater Him , Lesser Us Youth '09!
Worst day. lol
Hey Ya'll!Amash:" maybe that way..*points at a weird muddy place*..try there"
(worst day)
Science Back to Malay?
As y'all know..if you had readed the news for the past Friday or Saturday , Its all about what we call 'Malays that have totally no future'. I , myself had studied Science since the age of 13 ( Form 1 ) and I seriously liked it in english. Original words were used for the chemicals , bateria , etc , etc...But what if , it changes to Malay? Just thinking about it really makes me wonder , how many people will flunk their science during secondary especially those students sitting for PMR , SPM ? I only can ask one thing and can NEVER get an answer , ' Why does the goverment think more for the Malays? Free Universities , Free educations , and what else? Why is it all for the Malays when so many of them dun even care about their future? ( no offence to those really nice and educated Malays including you Arif my bro!) ' And who pays the "TAX"? Tax that helped the stupid goverment do stupidility ! So erevy single Ringgit Malaysia we use , 1 sen goes to the stupid malays that does mat rempit ?Thinking of this really makes me MAD. I mean , if your educated Malay only , and dun give a damn about English . What country can you even work with Malay education? rm500 a month of bullshit ? I rather go Taiwan or Hong Kong to teach English and get 250,000$$ U.S Dollar a year!
I Vote a NO in changing science back to Malay!
I hope whatever i written there doesn't offence anyone.
You Know U Trust God. =)
Waa...i failed my sej , chemistry .. and maybe my english will be like.. not A !..whats wrong with me these days.. in exams i kept messing up and failing it because i can't think well at all!
Lotsa ppl told me that 1st term is always like that when starting something new , but to me , i don't even know if its new at all..Felling so fregging stressed up too!
Like what Pastor Leslie said that future is whatever we predict up.. so i won't complain and try my best to continue life normally! As usual , the devil will try to make as many as blockage and holes that doesn't even exist in my life!
BOO! The devil.
Yeay to the Lord! ( Amen ) !
Obstacle be gone!
Live life to fullest
Practicing motto like this really works especially for me and all of the readers of my blog =)
P/s : Lyn : Gambateh! get him to come to you =D
P/s : Daniel ( not Ding) : Hope u can make some time for your girl man!
P/s : Yun : More 100-Plus ! More water! Less sitdowns !
P/s : Wai Yip : Make a better name for me then Le-Shen XD!
You Know U Trust God. =)
